As each year passes, I feel like the hands of time are slipping by. I look in the mirror and looking back at me, I see a woman that has changed, and still requires refinement. I hear a voice that tells me I could do better. The voice has been with me for most of my life, I am learning to snuff it out. John 10:10 comes to mind so many times when the voice comes upon me.
The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they might have life and have it to the full.
I am still finding me. As I sit still, I look at all of the blessings. Striving to be perfect in all areas is impossible. But through Him all things are possible. I cannot carry it all, which is why He is there – to support me through it all. I am working on me; discovering what drives me, who I want to surround myself with, how I choose to spend my days, and what I choose to focus on. I have been given so many blessings, and abundance. I need to press mute on that voice and push forward, and hear the truth, hear the voice of unconditional love.
- You love with all your heart
- You are an intelligent woman
- You give where you can
- You love your family to the moon and back
- You genuinely care for all people
Right now I don’t know where I am going; I lack a direction. In my past it was like I kept striving for achievement and accomplishment in all areas of my life. Now I am at a standstill not knowing where I need to be. Perhaps where I need to be – is exactly right where I am?
Maybe it’s time to recognize, I don’t need to be in the drivers seat. Maybe, I just need to BE.
To BE here
To BE still
To BE present
To BE content
To BE fully alive
To Let Go and Trust; and just BE